Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in
"The King of Persocoms"'s LiveJournal:
Sunday, November 22nd, 2009
1:56 pm
So i was watching smallville the other day, loving it. Even though they may be draggin out the series to far, recently had a fight with my brother, but sometimes people are pig headed and don't see the bigger picture instead of whats in front of them currently, but then again im sure i do that a lot too. In any case I'm sure it was just another argument and nothing more,ill prove to him what I'm about, I always have.
In other news Saturday night live was amazing last night, i really like it now since they put that lonely island guy on there.
Work is stressfull but because of holidays its to be suspected, i swear i love raising morale with my co workers, but its hard to do when the corp you work for treats you a little unfair. Love my manager and team lead though its not their faults just corp overview.
I think Ive finally decided what I want to do with my life, I think Im going to become apart of the Ethics team, the team that fights to keep things to be fair within the company i work for.
I thin that job best suits me well and is a hell of a goal to try and reach! XD
tires so tired today...the rain was falling hard earlier, GO AWAY! it always makes me feel so Blah...though when i used to work in it i used to enjoy walking around in it, odd.
Im off today so ive been lazy and watching UFO hunters and Ninja warrior...i love you G4.
Ive been jogging the past couple days and i actually feel like doing it again today, very cool considering the first day i started i felt like i was gonna die,XD. Really need to build the old stamina up again and get rod of this gut. Its very unsexy. >.<
Well i think im gonna go play some games or straighten my hair or something...im bored. @_@
Maybe... As i see it i have a lot more free time on my hands at the moment since ive lost the kids again...
time to get back into shape time to start cleaning up my life time to reconnect with everything i've had to push away time to have fun again with life time to remember why i loved this world so much time to replace the passion that was stolen away from me time to quit bitching and do something
i have'nt logged onto this journal since 2 x-mas ago to be honest my own selfworth plummeted. So much that i didnt find myself interesting anymore and stopped caring all together. Funny how you say you'll NEVER let that happen and your world gets flipped upside down by a few destructive words. slowly been climbing back up that mountain, put my S sheild back on and am flying forward.
In anycase i dont want to be the person people used to know before and have fun with at random, i want to be better, i want to be closer and i want to share my love with this world.
Because im in it, your in it, lets make it worth while ya?
I miss driving to orlando and just hanging out with friends and eating japanese candy till were fat and then getting lost in some back road. I miss cosplay believe it or not o.o even though i feel old! XD! I miss meeting new people and in turn helping people who need me. I miss life's randomness in general.
So im starting with this journal...lets see where it goes.
Enchanted Took Cammy and Tony to see this the other evening with Adrianna. Now i can't get the Blasted songs out of my head! lol . Pretty good movie though, more and more I see my little girl grow up into a hopeless romantic, there as a scene imparticular that had her literally clapping her hands with excitment and shouting under her breath. XD it was very cute. Sorry i wont spoil the movie for those who havent seen it yet, but you should if you havent already.
We stayed home and watched Full metal alchemist the rest of the day, after they told me they saw some episodes on cartoon network and wanted to watch more i decided to watch the whole thing with them. Im really happy we can still connect on some level. I only get to see them about 4 days out of the month but i guess it will have to do, i mean it could be worse right. :\ As is everything in life is wonderful for them and i couldnt ask for more, its all i really do want for them, to be loved and encoureged and really to make their childhoods better than mine could ever be. I think i've done a pretty ok job so far, we'll see how the rest goes.
More and more after seeing that wonderful movie i see why fathers want to protect their daughters more and more from guys, really i think the sex thing is one reason but more so i think they are trying to protect them from how real the world can be and how much it can let them down. Especially when you think you've finally found prince charming and he turns out to be nothing but a broken person trying to peice himself back together. I dunno really i think that movie touched me on a more personal level than it should have, but it felt good to see a happy ending for once in a story situation like that. It made me smile....and it made me hope I never let her down. <3
Christmas time Im begining to love christmas again, the salvation army guy came out and played the horn at work today. I wanted to give him like 5 bucks to do the Superman theme but he didnt know it. lol Everyone yesterday was so pleasant and kind, everyone said thank you, please and merry christmas. Really its nowhere near the time, we arent even in December yet but man can i feel it coming, that christmas feel. And i love it. I've noticed my job has been very theraputic for me over the past year, ivebeen able to help people in the smallest way everday and everyday i get a thank you and i couldnt have done it by myself, in a way its made me feel useful to the world again. Everday i headed to work and everyday i was needed, either by an old lady who's age has caught up to her or the big musclebound guy who still needed a hand, i felt like i had a purpose to help those in need. I am greatful for my job on these kind of days and the only thing that would have made it better would have been Adrianna was smilng at me like she usually does, but she had yesterday off.
So to everyone who reads this thank you, please and Merry christmas an I hope you all have the kind of day I had yesterday today.
Current Mood: thankful Current Music:Seymour from FFX in background
Long time no write... For almost 33 weeks to be exact @_@;; I havent looked or written in this journal in so long, to be honest it was something i felt i more so couldnt do. don't ask , my own stupidity. lol As is life is falling into place once agian and things looks brighter than before, i miss a lot of you and hope to catch up with everyone , i've havent really been good at keeping in contact, its something ive been trying to work.
I'll try harder to keep in touch with everyone and i hope you all have had an amazing Thanksgiving and soon to be Christmas.
Be safe and have a great day. ^__^
PS:: Im addicted to guitar hero 3 now
PSS:: No for real... I'm seriously addicted
Current Mood: curious Current Music:Simple man - Shinedown
Music time! :D W00T! Hiya everyone, man I’ve been a busy little beaver as of late. Working at Sams Working on Fantasy Masque 2 Playing Naruto 4 >_> Trying to spend time with the kids Church I’m into the 2005 series of Dr.Who now from England, Aaron showed it to me the other day and we’ve been watching 3 episodes a night! :D Were almost done with season 1, GREAT FRIGGAN SERIES!! Oh and I beat superman returns in like 18 hours, It made me sad but it’s good to know that I can still go around the city and save people if you ask me that’s what it s all about. XD But also one of my latest hobbies is something I wanted to take a moment to share cause I really enjoy doing it and I’m hoping to get some insight on how to become better, since a lot of my friends are musically talented. But as of late I’ve been picking and strumming away at my guitar like non stop, and really im just starting to learn ans really getting into it. But im interested to hear what others think of the sound that’s coming from me at the moment. ^__^ So I’m gonna share my skillz with you at this time and the 3 songs I’ve written and played on the gee-tar. XD And yes im working on strumming better, believe me I want to be good at this so bad! I haven’t had this much drive to do something since… well the middle of last year. lol
Here are my current 3 songs at the moment and little bios on them. I have a few more but those were too personal to post because they were gifts to people. I hope you enjoy them and tell me what you think honestly!
Merry Christmas !!!! Merry chrsitmas to everyone out there in LJ land!!! I hope you all have wonderful holidays with your familys and I hope you all get what you deserve in love and life! ^__^
Love you guys!
Current Mood: happy Current Music:Steven whining :D
Must share time! Justin and Steven showed me this and I was like O_O, i was bit hesitant at first cause i didnt realize what it really was and card captor isnt my fav thing , but Holy crap this makes Card Captor sakura look awesome!! XD
Click and parakiss So after months of not having access to the net, i have had Paradise kiss on my system only half completed from a torrent. I was so debating wether or not to delete for the space but really i couldnt bring myself to do so. Randomly the other day when i was getting come music i didnt realize i still had the torrent loaded in my client so when i came home from work it had maically started finishing the D/L. Sometimes lifes so good to me. XD
I started watching it last night and its really good just like the manga i'd say. ^__^ Glad to see they kept it faithful, i then fell asleep around episode 6. ;__;
Woke up later that night when Steven came into the room and we all decided to watch Click. Man I teill you what, I wish i would have had one of those remotes a year or so ago, it would be nice to tell the future it would have saved my life. lol But it was a cute movie all and all. Well nothig much to report I need to head to the post office and mail something out, knowing me and my habits though i probably will delay it as soon as possible. :\
I forgot to mention this earlier but I got so many wonderful presents at Amano's I mean i am totally suprised sometimes and what some people do for me and at the same time feel like i dont deserve it. Example Jessica slaveofwill made me these awesome plushies, they are of Persacom Yumi and Ueda I like spazzed when i saw them! I knew she used to do this before and really it's a trait she's amazing at. ^__^ I will take a picture of them soon as I can borrow stevens camera to do so they ar wo adorable and you must see them.
Also I got stickers from Kari that were just. well they were special to me. Especially the Haku and Zabuza one. <3 Tifa also got me a vincent one, it's toally cute!
Then rockso drew me this amazing picture a cute ass moogle! XD I mean it was just so random but god do i love her drawing style, sge's got some major talent and i know she'll go far with that.
well i just wanted to say you people are awesome and I do love everything you do for me, even if i am an ass and dont respond to it right away. :\
Man i'm so going to see Nightmare before Christmas in 3-d sometimes this week! I love that damn movie they better play it somewhere around here!
Looks like they scheduled me for Halloween so im not going to be able to take the kids out trick or treating...now just to break the news to them, i swear im such a horrible father. I'm sure Terri and Chuck will take gthem out though.
Well im gonna go play some FFXI and level up a bit more, hope everyone has a great day and be safe! ^__^
Current Mood: content Current Music:last song- gackt
3, 2 ...and one Cause I wont have time to post the rest I'm doing so all in one sitting.
And also i would like to make a public apology to those that i offended or upset by posting such large pictures before, I didnt mean to spam or clog up your freinds pages by any means and i apologize if I said or made any rude comments or remarks that may have offended or upset you. Hence they now (in their original sizes) are under this current cut.
It's never been in my nature to act like that and really i dont know where it came from and why it came over me. But i'd like to thank you all for supporting the Masquerade and I hope everyone has a great day.